I was alone ; laying on pavement
Nobody stared to me except you
I lost my faith on myself
On my times over the Earth
A shadow of fear propelled on me
I was defeated.
No, I can't remember what happened then
Rather it was impossible to me.
What I believed in euthanasia
It was supposed to be die in harness.
On the seventh day
I was able to open my eyes on reality
All were new to me
I had lost my all old memoires
Thankfully not the consciousness
Hence I thought May be I was not defeated but at a loss
But I was imperfect
To physically, mentally, emotionally.
Those days have passed
I am on an unexpected life 2.0
Then what about you?
Your innate brightness is burnt
by the brutality of destiny.
You had a chance to jailbreak
You denied the luxurious offers provided by the tempting World
I am imperfect, not you
I am inspired, senile and insipid
Will never be able to be so romantic
as you once had a dream for
As I am imperfect.
I became silent, prefer not to talk much
I was humiliated for my inabilities
When I found it as my destiny
You made protest
I wonder how you prefer a wheelchair guy instead of dashing, handsome one
You with all of your might
Your ambience, smiley yet sombre personality was tower of strength to me
Moreover your tolerence over an apparently useless guy makes you perfect.
Do you deserve someone like me my dear?
Fortunately you didn't ask yourself.
Your power to absorb, nurturance once made me stable mentally and physically.
When I condemn myself as a criminal to destroy your life
You denied me, tried to console me.
Told me - even a meagre life is a miracle then a challenging life is an oyster.
A long ago I promised you as my better half
Over the years you proved to be best of yourself.
I was thinking at looking the dancing stars...stars of wonder
Twinkling at the night sky
Your untold stories, your dedications
Now you are in ultimate rest.
You gave me my second life, I couldn't
But you will be my dear ' Chosen One ' forever
In my heart and soul
Unto the last of me.


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